i am so sick of my relationship being so up and down. i love you i really do and i can understand winter depression but when we got back together you promised me ONE DAY A WEEK i get to spend an entire night with you. All i want to do is fall asleep next to you after a long week, that is all. to be honest if i just got the opportunity to fall asleep next to you every night and we did our own things most of the week i’d be ok with it….
i just wish you showed me something that i can be like “well i know he still cares about me as much as i know because just this week he did this…” but nope. i havnt been able to even think about that lately and now that i have this new job, i dont even see you at work to make up for lack of time i do get to see you.
i just want everything to work out. i wont fucking give up because i deserve to once stay with the person i love for as long as i want to. i’m not backing down, i have proven to you that i will stand by you with everything. i just wish you would do the same or at least show it a bit more for me… or at least show that im not in a hopeless relationship….