(via kittycatmomma)
it kept me up all night making me feel so sick to my stomach and i got no sleep. Then when i stayed home because of how sick and dizzy i couldnt sleep because i kept thinking out of the blue you would be like “hey i fucked up, im sorry take this hug and flowers”… or a call saying “im sorry” would have worked… did any of this happen… nope. because it wont ever happen….
fuck.
i hate my mind.
i am so sick of my relationship being so up and down. i love you i really do and i can understand winter depression but when we got back together you promised me ONE DAY A WEEK i get to spend an entire night with you. All i want to do is fall asleep next to you after a long week, that is all. to be honest if i just got the opportunity to fall asleep next to you every night and we did our own things most of the week i’d be ok with it….
i just wish you showed me something that i can be like “well i know he still cares about me as much as i know because just this week he did this…” but nope. i havnt been able to even think about that lately and now that i have this new job, i dont even see you at work to make up for lack of time i do get to see you.
i just want everything to work out. i wont fucking give up because i deserve to once stay with the person i love for as long as i want to. i’m not backing down, i have proven to you that i will stand by you with everything. i just wish you would do the same or at least show it a bit more for me… or at least show that im not in a hopeless relationship….
end rant.
tumblr is gay but this cosplay i stole off reddit makes me want to learn how to sew.
damn shes hot.
idk even know why im on here but i need to just let it all out somewhere…
lately i’ve had a bad feeling about things…. and its scaring me to death. i dont want this to end….
i dont want this bad feeling to become a reality, i just want it to go away…. please.
Wonderful art, cmyken. So, wait, is one of your friends the Poobrain Horse?
So, if you can’t already guess, this is a cross-over of Minecraft and Adventure Time. The reason being is because my friends and I have our on little server and each of us is an Adventure Time character. I wanted a poster of that so I made one. It’s 24” X 36”, newly printed, and proudly hanging on my wall :) I have found a new appreciation of the Adventure Time backgrounds and all the little details they put into it to give it its signature style.
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im over this phase, and im on this site again out of boredom today…
also i feel like shit, i hate this time of month. sweet
rant rant rant. drama drama drama. whine whine whine.
At the end of the day I know I’m a good person and that is all that matters to me.
shit is weak.
her hair.i love
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