i have linked my off and on depression to my house and my friends. both at times put so much unneeded stress on me making me want to crawl in a hole and die.
i fucking hate days off when no one is around. im forced to deal with a house full of shitty people and i have no way to escape. im actually thinking of just going for a drive and not coming home…
and as far as my friends go. i need a bunch of new ones….